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so i went to lunch and ended up hitting a cigarette. this quitting shit is hard.

if somebody says somehting is true and someone else agrees with them, does that make it true? i mean, the only way you know something is false is by asking people. so if i were wearing red and everybody told me it was blue, i guess it would have to be blue. perception is everything.

called my moms today to tell them the bullshit thats going on. * said i need to go to the top. Rita said the same thing, except she was a little more forceful about it. then she said she will call and do some talking for me. thats probably not a good idea. im sure if she called up here things would get considerably worse.

i have a stuffed animal/flower combo in my room that ive been thinking about giving to Rooth but im not sure if thats a good idea. shes going with f1ip and that would just start problems. i dont think theyll last very long anyway, so i will just wait. if it happens, it happens. otherwise, i will just save it to give to the next one. you know what they say: Lovers come and go, but AIDS is forever lmao

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